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CMO 125: The House On Shatter Hill.

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  The House on Shatter Hill The storm had rolled in fast — the kind that didn’t just darken the sky but pressed down on it, squeezing thunder into the earth. Miles Pepperwood gripped the steering wheel, still hearing the echo of his own voice from twenty minutes earlier. “Stop acting like such a jerk! And I mean it, old‑man . You’re not listening to me, old‑man .” He regretted it the moment the words left his mouth, but pride kept him from taking them back. His father’s face — hurt, stunned — burned in his memory as the rain hammered the windshield. Then the brakes failed. The car skidded, fishtailed, and lurched into a ditch. Miles sat there, heart pounding, rain slamming the roof like fists. When he stepped out, the storm swallowed him whole. Up ahead, perched on the hill like a warning, was the old house everyone in Tulsa whispered about — the one on Shatter Hill. He didn’t want to go inside. But he had no choice. Inside the House The door groaned open. The air smelled of dust, ...
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CMO 124: Devotional Thought -- "God Hands Us the Ball Again."

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  Daily Thought — “God Hands Us the Ball Again” Ethan: College teaches you a lot, but the biggest lesson so far is that God is generous with second chances. I’ve messed up assignments, friendships, and prayer commitments. Yet every morning, God hands me a fresh start. Mercy isn’t just forgiveness — it’s God saying, “Let’s try again.” And honestly, that keeps me going. Jacob: I needed a second chance today after I missed the game-winning shot. I was mad at myself until Dad said, “You’ll get another one.” That’s basically how God works too. He doesn’t cancel us when we mess up. He hands us the ball again. Today's Takeaway: Some days, the biggest gift God gives us isn’t a miracle or a breakthrough — it’s a second chance. Ethan sees it in the quiet rhythm of college life: missed assignments, strained friendships, forgotten prayer commitments. Yet every morning, God meets him with mercy that sounds a lot like, “Let’s try again.” Jacob learns the same truth on a basketball court. One ...
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CMO 123: Coffee Break Short Break Daily Thought: "Standing Under"

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  Standing Under (Shownotes): ☕ Coffee Breakers — “Standing Under” Every now and then, God drops a phrase into your heart that rearranges the furniture a bit. Today, that phrase is “standing under.” It came from something Chris Stefanick shared, but it’s been echoing in my own thoughts for years. We often think we need to have everything figured out before we can help someone else. We imagine that ministry, encouragement, or even simple friendship requires us to be standing above our struggles — polished, steady, unshakable. But the truth is far simpler, and far more beautiful: Real understanding happens when we stand under the weight together. Not above it. Not beyond it. Not pretending we’ve mastered it. But right there — shoulder to shoulder — under the same human condition. When Paul wrote to the early Christians, he didn’t hide his wounds. He didn’t pretend to be perfect. He shared his trials, his heartaches, his weaknesses. And then he said something astonishing: “God comf...
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CMO 122: First Saturday Devotion: What is it?

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  The Heart Behind the Devotion The First Saturday Devotion isn’t meant to be complicated or burdensome. It’s meant to be: A monthly moment of peace A way to repair the wounds of sin in the world A practice that draws us closer to Jesus through Mary A gentle rhythm of prayer, reflection, and spiritual renewal It’s not about perfection. It’s about intention and love . What are the requirements for First Saturday Devotion? The Four Requirements of the First Saturday Devotion (Fatima) To fulfill the First Saturday Devotion as requested by Our Lady of Fatima, a person completes four acts , done with the intention of making reparation to the Immaculate Heart of Mary. 1. Confession Confession should be made within 8 days before or after the First Saturday. The key is the intention : offering the confession in reparation to Mary’s Immaculate Heart. 2. Receive Holy Communion Communion must be received on the First Saturday itself . Again, the intention is reparation. 3. Pray the Rosary ...
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CMO 121: In The Fog But Not Lost.

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  The Fog: I am walking in a fog. Not in darkness. I know what darkness feels like, and this is not it. Darkness is blind. This is different. This is fog. There is light in this fog. Enough light to see what is right in front of me. My hands. My feet. The next step. But not beyond. I cannot see down the road. I cannot see what's coming, or what's been left behind. Sometimes it feels like darkness is surrounding the fog, pressing in on the edges, but it hasn't swallowed the light. Not yet. Not here where I am standing. I am not afraid. That's the strange part. I am not afraid, but I am troubled. And if you asked me why I am troubled, I could not tell you. I cannot explain it. I don't have a reason that makes sense, even to myself. I am feeling everything at once. A rash of emotions that don't belong together. Sadness. Then frustration. Then surrender. Then fight. Then a moment of joy that comes out of nowhere. Then this need to be alone, but not reall...
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CMO 120: Here's What Is Next!

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  What's Next!? In Thursday's "CMO 119" titled "What's Next?" I attempted to answer the question of what happens next now that the awards are over, my son is out of the house, my friends are on paths not lined up with mine, I am retired, unemployed (can I be both?), and have no money save for what the $400 per month, my family is on the "left" coast and I am about to drown in debt. You may ask, "Why in the world would you share that!?" Well, because it is true! But here is the kicker -- it's okay, but it's not okay.  It's not okay because when I was but a wee lad, I should have listened, planned, and acted better. Wait! Unless you are a young saint, most youngsters aren't going to quote "do the right thing all of the time." Not an excuse. Never should be. Just sayin'. Truth be told, 'I am where I am because I am a goof, punk, idiot, proud arrogant clod' who tried so hard to be somebody that he rem...
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CMO 119: What's Next?

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  Done! I originally began writing this on Wednesday, 08/19/26. Today is day five, post CANO Awards. I have begun what I said I would do on Tuesday 08/18/26—reduce spending, terminate unnecessary work accounts, and seek new revenue sources. Next up is generating a plan to move forward with. Here is what I did this morning.. I went through the Visa statement and cancelled the following accounts: 1.         Zoom (Reinstated until the end of 2026). 2.       Wix (Website) 3.       YouTube Premium (Reinstated until the end of 2026). 4.       Experian 5.       Microsoft CoPilot 6.       RIPL 7.        OpenArt 8.       HappyHorse 9.       DropBox 10.    Poster My Wall Savings: $221.37 per month I still have a way ...
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